Friday, March 28, 2008

As Friends Rust





Friends are always there
when they need you most.
but then they a
re nowhere
when youare broke and lost.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

the prodigal


m going back home.
they say home is where the heart is!
but where in hell is my heart,
when my body and soul are so apart?
you wont believe this
but without you i will never be home.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

El Scorcho


http://www.myspace.com/riverscuomo
Goddamn u half Japaneese Girls!
Check out this one, you don't have to be across the Sea......

beware of doggone days

A love as clear as your ambiguity
honest enuff 2 make me feel guilty.
Of deserting a war i dont wanna win
let alone the will to even fight.
Of commmitment,i dont wanna commit that sin
but when you bleed,
the shield of my protection,you didnt weild.
i jes cant stand the sight
of bullet wounds shot right through your heart.
As in together when we are apart
separation will just bring us close
and your soul, in the arms of another.that! i will never lose.
when you were there
the weather made me feel like i am still alive and real.
moments spent with you, so surreal
as if we were
walking slow motion in colored clouds,gliding on air
talking love loud, my hands, without gloves, runnning through your toxic hair
i dont believe no more, with me,now, you aint here.

lament of a vampire


when it is late at night
and you are full of fright
of shadows and ghosts
and unwelcoming hosts;
don't you just dread the morning?
waking up to a scowl
on a face, a smile,u just can't trace!
don't you fear the sun shining
on everything foul
bringing in2 light
all the blindness in2 sight.
oh! how i wish the darkness
covers me always over me for my joy and happiness

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Jes 4 Jess

As much as I try to forget
I can’t help but remember you.
Far from reach you are as yet
But nothing, not anything can obstruct this view
A vision, so vivid and clear
Of my Star, starlight shining wherever
far and from they are.
Treasures, so precious, I am loathe to lose!
That sight so sensational, my eyes seek whenever as they close.
23 different attributes but only 7 that we need
5+2=0, it is so wrong
But blame it on my 29,
You can, it is my song
I will still be fine.
Your directions I failed to heed
And so now you are so far and away
And look at me, I have lost my way.
Maybe Someday, my way back, I will find.
Thanks to my lord, as much as He is kind;
Deliver me from this separation,
Together and always with you is my sole destination.

In love with the night in dark armour


When it’s late into the night
And you are full of fright
Of Ghosts
and unwelcoming Hosts;
Don’t you just dread the Morning?
Waking up to a scowl
on a face, a smile you just cant trace!
Don’t you fear the sun shining
on everything foul,
Bringing into light
Illuminating all the blindness into sight.
Oh! How I wish this darkness
falls always, will, over me for all my joy and happiness.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

can you do it 2 yourself

I just have this thing about writing in prose. i love 2 tell tales but not in bland dull words.Call me a snob or anything whatsoever,but i like my things 2 B outta reach from simple minds like you guys all, make it cryptic like that Jesus guy and all the wise old men whom they call the Buddha or something. Now talking about wise guys and a beautiful mind, I never did like Rusell crowe, I wish he got killed while gladiating or something, i swear i will be glad and more those two smart ass Niggers @ Samuel L. Jackson and Morgan Freeman, I dont bloody know but every movie they make in frigging Hollywood, these guys are always there in default as them wise right heads .
anyway that aint my point,what i was saying is that i love a little confusion coz i really dont understand myself.So i'm leaving it 2 u all wise guys to decipher it your way on the highway.Perhaps, mishaps u might fall on the ultimate question(42 is the answer).
Please inform me ASAP when u find it,and Ah!the words he whispered it all in the end of "JUST"video@Radiohead.I desperately need 2 know these all coz i havent slept in days pondering on these questions.

    Summer Files

    look at the weather...spring follows winter and so i can still wear leather! my jacket, i do
    and they say its and m so cool in the chill.Duh!
    what's that they say? damn my education, i dont know just what`s that supposed to mean? i mean we might not be Prof Xavier X s,remember the bull of the Babel,earthlings are smart enough to have individual lingos and not be part of the elite,uniformed speech and words.the tongue is sharper than the sword,so all those wise guys said, i heard.
    So what is about you human beings, R u all so outside,that you have to be IN like always.come on
    give me a rhyme if not a reason!Seasons they change, and there are all 2 many ways,4 u Clones 2 follow.
    S 4 me I m a LONE,but i wonder if ever there could be any other LONES Bsyds me.Wont that be so absurd, a stereotype of the non stereotypes,a crowd of Loners?
    Now i dont care what will be your answers but i dont understand anything anymore,M so undirected and confused but i still wanna wear my comfort blanket jacket 4 a little while more coz m freezing
    in the spring warmth,and m waiting for the summer sun,so that i can venture out armoured with iced Ts.


    Hit and trials
    lessons learnt from bruises,
    some sort of a cleansing ritual!
    aint that d way,
    of a
    Phoenix?
    some sorta
    RITUAL!
    burning black
    2 Cinders
    and rising back from the Ashes
    again,
    cleansing through sob and
    pain.
    but self destruction
    aint that so retarded?
    the way,
    the road,
    like for Asses
    or for all those arseholes,
    what so ever you want to label them
    As!
    but helping it
    and undersitting that shit.
    I dont want
    and
    i just can't!
    M 1 2........

    olive wreath

    I wish i could award you
    the Nobel Prize,
    for your benevolent nature
    for your considerations
    for your sympathy
    for your benevolent supernature
    for your unconsiderations
    for your frigging pity
    all so
    so shitty

    Saturday, March 22, 2008

    so so far and away

    I watch too many music videos

    and i am getting slow on weed

    but i am playing Need for Speed

    and i have to drive for miles

    but i need to sleep a while.

    every moment i am awake

    it's my life,yours to take

    I'm dying,you are lying

    you are running,i'm burning

    Lord give me peace

    Girl,out of your reach!

    Thursday, March 13, 2008

    felled in love with individuality as usual

    Self-proclaimed star of obscurity,
    Living in the comforts of insecurity,
    Riding on weed
    Higher than my creed.
    What do u hear,what would u get
    from a polished robot into Grunge,
    looking for a rhyme,in to plunge?
    Dont you wanna go.
    go get the boys,
    21st century toys?
    ripped from disorder,borrowed from strangers
    of their many songs,1 only heard!
    But what`s the plot?what's your ploy?
    Benificiary bonus of added dangers
    camouflaged under a rightwing beard!
    Dont you wanna
    change the world of the old,
    stories that has never been told?
    Machine-gunned from the distance
    Useless is your resistence!
    Now,bow 2 your Lord,
    I am back and bored!

    Tuesday, March 4, 2008

    The fist of furies

    i dream of a quiet life and noisy guitars
    praying under those illuminated stars
    distorted on a Telecaster
    playing dirty for all them fakingnasted bathers.
    fascinated by your temptations
    remove that sensation
    amputate my songs
    and all your goodbyes and so longs.
    bye bye,buy me a long solo
    aint got no glam,the fortune, the pain
    aint got no metal,the blues,the rain.
    i got nothing and my God, not even a Halo.
    He just aint illuminated by those neon lights.
    Left without twentynine fights,
    so i am born and blowing His horn.
    without a voice, naked and so porn
    they censored my face
    but i did win the race.
    so i am coming back now with my friendly furies
    gonna shoot them all,the truth that buries.
    machinegunned to your graves
    they will sing your story in the fire for you,you Braves.
    you are history.
    tommorow is todays child,and yesterday;
    you are so so far away,
    oh, you are so passe!