did you ever really wish you want to die on your Birthday? perhaps to make just one thing whole and right, i mean a perfect length of existence, have a total sum not fractions and points, unlike all the fragments and broken pieces that everything in our lives has been...i don't know about you guys but i do.......
i really wish i would have by the age of twenty seven, but now that i have exceeded Four, it seems like i am continuing on and on no matter how hard i try to self destruct and pave my way to the grave.....No i aint talking about committing suicide, hanging by the rope and blowing up myself and all, it is just an easy and relaxed way out that i have been striving for, maybe forget how
to breathe and all, I wish that was one symptom of Alzheimer, then there will be no old age homes and all, people could blow out in all their glory and not live to tell all their sordid tales of old.Boy,who needs history when you cant even manage the present and well you futurists too: forget tomorrow, the warming and saving the whale and things, call me chicken but they do die everyday, so what about that? Sorry guys, the way i see it , it is all a Sham and so much a shame...this way we survive in this pitiful existence on a forlorn planet, so better we die soon than live long , so i aint celebrating my b'day, i would be a hypocrite that way
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