Monday, February 11, 2008

m strong enuff

4 Yoshimi,
i aint apologising or asking for forgivness; i am jes sorry, in my life, i have been humane afterall and i have erred.
i might have said things incorrect in terms of politeness.
i might have said words in anger which i will regret forever,
becoz it was the truth and was right
but it was so wrong of me to feel so about you.
i never should have unbelieved your lies.
i never should bear grudges against you,
for shattering my dreams.
becoz that probably means that i was wrong and
if i love you the way i truly do so
i never should have felt the pain
when you hurt me so.
i should always be happy for you,
but in my moments of weakness,
i couldnt hold on and stood strong,
i commited a lot of blunders;
but i swear and i still try to undo all those mistakes
so that i could have your love forever
whether you are still giving it or not!
anyway whatever, i dont care!
i will always recieve it and take it from you,
you dont own it!
it aint yours only
it`s all free and available there always up above!
morever now i will never try to know for damn sure,and
verify it from you,if it's true, that love of ours.
i dont think i wanna reach you now anymore,
i am bitten and shy,and though i am sad without you,
i am gonna be happy in my assumptions, i am!.
==========siu-kyam-pha.

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