quest for questions

as friends rust,m corroded to fragments.

left alone with empty statements

but i dont know if i can ever find my voice

and as well i got no choice.........

m helpless as an alienated alien in a passover planet.

could i, can i ever forget......

my own lost and post home world ?????????????????

but i cant even remember the galaxy of my old.

it is an expanding universe enlarging nowhere in infinite spaces

and they say spaces too are places................

but where and when do i ever fit in

when all inside me is hollow within?

i got lotsa questions,

but solutions, frigging solutions........

are they really there at all?

is there an end to my fall?

i dont know, i dont know,

it doesnt show, it doesnt show...........

well how i can see the light in all the darkness....

how can i ever see in my blindness..........

am i going back to the past

or am i moving ahead fast.....

m wheeling around in circles,

waiting for a miracle.......

but aint they surprises too?

and alarms makes me blue....

so m forfeiting the miracle,

just give me an answer, chemical and simple!

i will be alright,satisfied.....

when my brains are fried.